2008年6月25日星期三

Sharing the good news.

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2008年4月3日星期四

My little calendar

20 weeks:
my warwick week has been great. The little one kicked me every morning between 9.30 to 10.00. It seemed that he knew the lesson started. Oh...I wish he would be enjoying all the years of school he is going to have and enjoy studying as a amazing gift God gives to us.

21 week:
visiting hospital, see the little one again on the screen. So funny, the moment I realize it's going to be a he. I wish the next one to be a she. How beautiful to have both.


24 week:
58 kg and still growing. I have to re-arrange my wardrobe. So many lovely dresses I have to put aside. But who cares? My body and my joy is the most beautiful part, no matter what I put on.

25 week:
Much to expect in the following weeks. I pray Lord will keep me focused with my work as well, so I can testify his name wherever and whatever status I am.

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2008年2月18日星期一

17 weeks - feels like a start

I am 17 wks into pregnancy now. Wow...still got much of a journey to go through. Gradually, my appetite comes back a bit and waist line continuously grows. I am eager for the next phase, I am keen to carrying a bigger bump, I can't wait for the next scan and for the day I finally meet with my little one face to face.

Is it going to be like his father more or like me more? I'd love it having dad's eyes, so cute! I am not sure I am actually ready for a mum's life or not? I hope Lord will prepare me gradually as the way He prepares me to carry the baby.

I miss home sometimes, more often than I did before. I miss the food, the atomasphere. I am not sure should I were there, whether things would get better or more complicated. But I do miss home. Qiuqiu hold me in his arms and said to me that he is my home. It's so true. Pregancy makes our small family more feel like a bounded home than ever. I pray that I can be a strong and lovely mum, a beautiful and cute wife who can love and enjoy being loved. Heavenly Father, I know you will answer this prayer.

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2008年2月1日星期五

小家伙

好久没上博了...
还是没有厌倦那蒙着雨水的界面...是啊,英国哪儿少的了雨呢?下雨的天躲在屋里,心中窃喜...

有谁想到一转眼我也是快做妈妈的人了呢?肚子里的小家伙感觉像一条小鱼,一只小狗会慢慢变大,最后不耐烦的时候就钻了出来. 15个周了,像桔子那么大了呢. 在妈妈的肚子里怎么成长的呢? 这是个奥秘,只有神晓得. 不知道是男生还是女生呢?女生的话可爱的衣服裙子好多呀!是男生的话很快就可以和我们一起爬山徒步了吧.

我不想为孩子规划它的未来,但求它有生的日子不停地寻求神,信靠神.知道已被拣选,已被更新.只等它明了的日子,呼喊一声阿爸父, 就明白爱的真谛.

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2007年11月3日星期六

感谢！

三人行必有我师。谢谢你，肯作我的老师。在困难中支持我，成功时鼓励我，骄傲时提醒我。你不是最温和，却是最了解，最切中要害。你尊敬我，相信我。在最难熬的时候有你的支持我不会忘记。你要离开，从今后我要一个人去面对前面的路，我会怀念你给过的帮助，你树立的帮样。谢谢你，这么多年的关怀，这么多年的教导。我不会忘记。希望你前面的路会走的更好，希望你也可以在有一天遇见神的面，知道成败都没关系，我们的生命不只是现在。记下这些心里的话，感谢你这么多年的陪伴。

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2007年8月24日星期五

倚靠


终于可以休假了. 而且是一个星期的假期. 暗自庆幸自己的果断,早已经预料到自己在这个时候定会疲惫至极.忙碌的生活和工作打乱我的节奏，身体上的疲惫还是小事，灵里的匮乏才真正让我觉得枯竭。


耶稣说：“我是葡萄树，你们是枝子；常在我里面的，我也常在他里面，这人就多结果子；因为离了我，你们就不能作什么。”


牧师讲道中的一句话点醒了我，我们与主的依存与联系（DEPENDENT)是我们力量和生存的源泉。是灵里成长，喜乐平安的根源。


人真是矛盾，一方面总喜欢倚靠自己－靠自己努力，靠自己领悟，靠自己煎熬。可是另一方面，我们又绝对忍受不了只有自己的世界，我们渴望超出自己范畴的关系，渴望别人鼓励的目光和话语，加添我们可以继续下去的力量。神的话语告诉我们，这种矛盾并不矛盾，他造我们就是让我们和他有爱的关系，所以我们才会渴求。人的堕落，所以我们又总想逃脱关系去追求自我。什么时候我们才能放弃自己徒劳的追逐？迷雾落定，识别真理的道路？


主啊，我需要你，请不要让我心里坚硬，非等到头破血流才回头。我需要你，没有你我不能面对纷繁的世界不受诱惑；没有你，我不能面对常常犯错的自己不去埋怨；没有你，我学不会原谅；没有你，我怎来喜悦；又怎么有更新的生命。主的灵住在我里面，这是奇妙的恩典和事实。我要学会倚靠他。在暴风骤雨里得享平安，在绝望无助中经历喜乐，在忙碌嘈杂里宁静安息。主，没有你，我怎么可以？是的，我要倚靠你。




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2007年8月21日星期二

The thing about the young and the old


It's not about the age of your body,
but refreshness of your soul

It's not about your experience of life
but your knowledge of the truth

It's not about how much burden you can carry in your life
but how much you are willing to let Jesus carry for you

It's not about what you've obtained
but what you can give
It's not about the hurts you bear
but the healings you gain
It's not about the skills you've learned
but the heart to seek God
It's not close to an end
but just about to start



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